Cloudy Spirit

cloudy sky, once again sadness from heart like the dark cloud covered me.. after read her blog, i am getting more sad and pain.. i never blame and mad to her since we lost our relationship... i cannot lie myself said let it past.. i thk my heart already attribute to her... but i wont let her know, i prefer hide it forever . i wont break my promise to her.. that is love her forver no matter what happened:D she is my 1st and and the last lover...

This night, till now i cant sleep.. 4 am now. in my mind, she have a huge space in my mind. Even in my life.. I couldn`t get stop to thinking of her.. we have been together 2 years and 5 months. i thought we could walk at the forever path, but this had stopped.. i pray to God.. is this your will? is Him wanna me do other things for Him? i don`t wan be sturborn.. but i wont give up of her..

What can i do for her?

Since i had to break up with her, i never stop thinking of her.

when she told me that we should go back to normal friend,my heart totally broke...

what i do??

for now,she is facing a relationship problem,i wanna go give her a hand...

i don`t know am i doing this is correct or not but i told myself i must will guard her away from anythings will harm her.. i am a christian, i should pass to God.. but should i do something for her?? i am blurry by her.. i love her so much!

Wat can i do for her?